

PedestalPlace me high uponyour white pedestal expectation rages farther than reality dreams and goals set so high bars keep raising up to the skyPedestal
I am not what you think I am lower the standards and make them real
I am not something heaven sent nor an angel from so high above
Drop the measure; let me be me I am only human not perfect just man


BreakI close my eyes and cry them dry so dry they bleedBreak
things are just not what they seem reality is not a dream
grasp for things taken away from me things come back to me
my soul is splayed out in a blur I must be losing it
hold firm and don't go away things will get better some day some things do last forever
rather than push I pull don't walk just run
"you can't do this" Yes I can "nothing is forever some things are &n


I Had a Dream TodayI had a dream today. And in this dreamI Had a Dream Today
You were there. And in this dream we sat on the moon, I in my crown and
You in yours. We, the King and Queen, sitting in lawn chairs, drinking tea from china cups, watched the Earth come up. Clouds of white spinning within fields of blue, greens speckled
upon the rising planet.
I had a dream today. And in this dream You were there. And in this dream
we orbited the sun. Majestic gems floating in space. The universe our home with glistening stars all around to light


AngelicaAngelica (My Final Prayer)Angelica
Darling jaded Angelica, can you hear me call? Can you hear me from heaven; can you hear at all? Is the sky blue life up there treating you so kind? Sometimes I wish to join you and leave this world behind.
Oh Angelica, you cried so much before you had to leave Was dying really the only way to save your sanity? Angelica you’d died of a heartbreak I’ll never understand. You were already dead inside, though I was there to hold your hand.
Oh my stained Angelica, with your tainted soul, Have angels bathed you tenderly and filled your growing


Goodbyei looked at the door and rocked as i did as aGoodbye
child
just one more thing before you go; i never loved like i did with
you.
i curled up then and looked at the empty
house
just one more thing before you go; i never wanted someone like i wanted you.
i peeked then with my eyes blurred with tears at the driveway you just pulled out of
just one more thing before you go; i won't feel safe without you
here.
i got up and walked to the bathroom and your toothbrush was still there &nbs


Eternalglass shatters, dusted upon the crimson tiles, each piece reflecting the moonEternal
in one thousand directions showering the room in moonlight.
I sit in the corner, sheilding my tear stained face from the uncomfortable brightness with my glass studded hands.
Blood trails along the tiles,
almost camouflaged; flowing into each crease
staining the grout.
The room slowly fills
with the familiar stench of stale air. The moonlight dims.
Once again the shadows emerge, and i know this is not the end.

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I've learned that when life hands you lemons, a bird will always shit in your lemonade.
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Into every life a little rain must fall. I must be living for several people.
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Appreciate sex, don't destroy it.
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Things need not have happened to be true. Tales and dreams are the shadow-truths that will endure when mere facts are dust and ashes, and forgot.
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"I ask for so little. Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave."
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